sam I am... the legend that is I

This is the blog of an Undergrad at York U, and for now I am majoring in Information Technology, I am just the typical out of High School teenager still trying to figuire out life

Friday, October 29, 2004

It is incredible the kind of strength you can have in yourself that you aren't aware of. I don't mean to sound self pitifull or anything or make this blog about that sort of stuff, but Last night I realized the glib conclusion that no matter what I have done so far in life I have always ended up alone. Don't get me wrong I still have my support system, my family for one who have supported me in more ways than one but I don't feel like I have too many friends that I can personally be around. Instant messaging has provided somewhat of a conduit to talk to people (as pathetic as that sounds) but its not reality. Despite it all there are a few things that never change, for one I always every night make a prayer before I go to sleep. Its the one thing I have to do before I go to bed. Another thing is that despite me being secretley miserable deep down, I am still optimistic about things and there's always something thats edging me on and I can't help but think that has something to do with my faith. I know I am not the most pious person, but its comforting to know that there is a higher power that guides us.


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